Knowing that dirtclustit is actually BG makes it rather weird to read personal history posts. I wonder - are the posts from both accurate? Neither? Will they be internally consistent?
It's unlikely that I'll make an effort to cross check to figure the latter out, but it does make me more inclined to view them as fictional. Of course, we could all be fictional.
Just noting my reaction; YMMV.
And to the OP, glad you're feeling a bit more confident and sane now. Those "totally lost it" times are tough; you have my sympathy.