Originally Posted by Simone
@Natja - it does all seem very taxing. I'm at a time in my life when I have a lot going on; health issues, financial pressures, high work demands e.t.c. and trying to find a way to make poly work (especially in light of some very traumatic childhood stuff that has been surfaced by this), just feels like yet ANOTHER demand. I'm so weary. I just want to stay in my bed for 6 months and shut the world out.
It really does sound like you need some time to focus on yourself at least temporarily. Is it at all possible that you can get away on your own for a while, see how you feel?