Originally Posted by BoringGuy
. . . he could deal with you having girlfriends but not so much having other boyfriends.
I remember that.
Yes, and he explicitly stated many times that if you were to develop a romantic relationships with any other men after him, that he would start to lose his connection to you. But you pursued Brad and then were surprised that Mono sought solace elsewhere.
We've pointed that out to you before, and you said you forgot about that, even though I remember him getting into arguments with people about it here.
But whatever. I think that the most amazing thing is that Mono, instead of pulling away completely from you, chose to see if poly will work for him, so he can have both you AND someone else. How cool is that! I still don't understand why you're not happy about that and are choosing to be all upset and brokenhearted.
I still also don't understand why you broke it off with Brad and Derby. Is there something we are all missing in the story? Your reaction is so far from what any of us would expect, I think it is throwing many of us off and I really don't know if it's better to console you, assure you, or pinch you. It really seems to be a case of, as Cleo called it in her blog about what she was going through, having a "false sense of power."
What does PN say about your sudden shift in mood and attitude? Is he worried about you? Have you talked about all this with him in detail?