first overnight jitters
So, my boyfriend and i have been together for a few months, and are going on our first overnight together. My husband (Who doesnt have a steady gf right now, one 'fling' and has chatted with a few woment) is being very nice about it, bf's wife seems a tad more insecure (though she has gone on overnights).
Here's the thing, Ive been looking forward to getting to do this together for a while, since we only go out once a week, spendign the night will be so relaxing but I was not expecting to feel so conflicted about it. Im worried my spouse is going to be upset, even though he seems fine with it, and im just feeling kind of badly for going for reasons I cant even pin down, like I should go home to spouse and kids instead of enjoying a night with BF. Even though its only one night.
Anyone else experience this? i feel like im being a little nutty :/