Originally Posted by textkestrel
I just know in my heart that I can't be with just one person.
Then only be with people who share that fundamental value of yours - anyone else is just going to make you miserable and they will probably be miserable as well.
I asked several questions in my original post - they weren't rhetorical. You really need to answer them, at least for yourself. If you feel comfortable doing so, answer here, but that is optional. If you do not then I feel you are doomed to repeat your patterns of behaviour and not achieve what you say you want to.