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Old 06-09-2013, 12:52 PM
Acilegna Acilegna is offline
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Location: NB Canada
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Unhappy Forever loving from a distance.

It seems like every time I start to develop strong feelings for someone something happens with their primary and I have to take a step back.

I understand that primary relationships come first and I will respect that until the day I die but it is really hard not being able to explore, develop, and express those feelings.

People tell me that my ability to fall for someone hard and fast is a good thing but most days I just really wish I could turn it off. I love feeling love, no matter to what extent and it is painful when I can't express that.

Just glad to know I will never have to take a step back from Phoenix. He has been so great in helping me deal with every emotion I have had during this whole thing, whether it is encouraging me to pursue someone or being a shoulder to cry on when my heart is hurting. I am very grateful to have him.
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