It's been another good weekend. I had feared that it would be a month again before I felt solid within myself. It seems that I've gone from feeling like I'm drowning when emotional stuff around breaking up with RP comes up to feeling like I'm losing my footing climbing a gravel covered hill. There are still times that are hard for sure but I'm better able to regain my footing and keep going. There is a lot of good positive things in my life. Change isn't easy but that doesn't mean it's bad.
One day I might actually be able to properly describe the emotional stuff inside me. I haven't found the right words yet. I don't have to have the words to be able to work it out though.
Everything will be ok in the end. If it's not ok it's not the end.