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Old 05-31-2013, 03:12 PM
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I don't get how to do poly wih this state of mind. It seems pointless and almost laughable. Maybe I will get it eventually. I feel nothing. No love for anyone, nor much care either. I'm completely on my own as far as I can tell. I wonder if anyone notices from the outside. I feel as if I am paying lip service to my relationships with everyone. Part of rebuilding maybe?

Good stuff; the park I walk in daily, the mountains, the ocean, my boy, sweet moments where I feel loved regardless, new friends who think I'm awesome, new attraction from a man I met on okcupid thats monogamous and fills me with hope, rides on the back of Mono's bike making me want my own, my bed, my boy and my daily routine.
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