You're so effusive in your descriptions of the hotness of your lovers. But it's odd I've never read you effuse over Copper. She's just kind of-- there. More E's gf, really?
You go on an on about the attractions, body and mind and spirit, of Mahogany, a woman of poor ethics but (let us not forget, extremely) good looking, and some kind of hot commodity publicly, and of Director, whom you've met exactly twice.
You're not in love with Copper, am I right?
Love withers under constraint; its very essence is liberty. It is compatible neither with envy, jealousy or fear. It is there most pure, perfect and unlimited when its votaries live in confidence, equality and unreserve. -- Shelley
There's no lying in polyamory!
I'm a 58 year old woman with 2 partners:
miss pixi, my live-in gf, 36 (together since Jan '09)
Ginger, bf, 61, married, lives nearby (together since Jan '12)