Sorry this welcome is so belated; your post must have gotten stuck in the spam filter or something. Anyway, I'm glad to help if I can.
It sounds like polyamory is the thing you are seeking in life. Your next move would be to do lots of reading on this site, and posting any thoughts or questions you may have. So much to learn here; it's a great opportunity.
Glad you could join us.
Love means never having to say, "Put down that meat cleaver!"