I was thinking of you the other day and realized I was missing your updates. Glad to hear from you.
in the 4 years I've been doing poly, which isn't very long, one thing I've learned it's never uneventful for a long stretch of time. But I'm sorry to hear about the troubles you've been having.
rebuilding trust after trust is broken is soooo hard.
And I can so very much relate to this:
Originally Posted by Anneintherain
Other than that, I want poly to be more happy things to share too, not just more sad things. It seems like days since there's been an all happy day. (...) I'm keeping my fingers crossed the scales will start tipping further into the joy direction soon.
In fact I wrote almost the exact same thing on my blog earlier this week. Wishing you all the best in rediscovering the joy.