Broken heart after a break up
I am heart broken. I was the secondary to a woman I loved deeply. We were together for a year and broke up 2 days after our one year anniversary which was not very long ago. I took her out and celebrated.
We had a lot of ups and downs. This was my first poly experience and I can't imagine myself being in a monogamous relationship after being poly for a year.
I am hurting deeply ad feeling crazy. I have no other partner. We had a polyfidelity agreement which I was fine with. Ive never been monoagamous for very long with anyone.
I am confused and very alone. I just needed to rant somewhere else other than to my friends who did not agree with it in the first place. What hurts me the most is she has her husband and family to lean on through this.
I am a lesbian so there was nothing going on with her hubby.
Last edited by Lotta; 05-18-2013 at 10:57 PM.