Tonight I should get 4 or 5 hours with T. We've been planning this for months, since last time we got to leave the cams on and fall asleep together. I think things will go well, but I'm nervous. She's in the throes of 2nd NRE (was involved, problems occurred, trying to redifine), or relationship trouble, or something.
That's one of the things that's hard for me. T has said while she stays in a long relationship, the passion dies. I don't know what's that like, but then I've not been in that many long relationships. I'm still exceedingly passionate about K. So I'm always worried that the T's passion for me is on the wane. She says not yet, but how would you tell someone you love that it's not as wonderful as it used to be?
Me: 40 straight male in a V with
Wife: Kay - mono female - married 18 years
LDR girlfriend: Susan - poly female - 3 year relationship
Stakes - very intimate friend