I enjoy reading your blog. I rarely get to comment, but I do hope things continue to go well with BGuy and even C. I am sure you and C will get back to the point of bringing fun and other forms of sex back into your lives. Creativity and time will make that possible.
I am glad that you are taking control. It feels great, huh? I am delighted to read that you are in a better place and feeling less anxious. I hope it continues!