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Old 04-28-2013, 10:10 AM
FullofLove1052 FullofLove1052 is offline
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Good morning. I have been up for a couple of hours. I am having a lazy morning with my mini me. I love when she wants to spend time with me and seeks me out to do so. We are spending most of the afternoon celebrating Mexican Children's Day at one of the museums. They are offering things like piņata making, face painting, dancing, and I think it will be a fun afternoon. We are having Mexican food for lunch, too. This event goes on until 4, so by the time we get home, she should be ready to take a nap. Matt and our son left shortly after breakfast. Who knows what my two boys are up to today? I hope they are enjoying their day.

Matt and I talked this morning before we went to bed. I just kind of wanted to check in with him and make sure he was not in his feelings about our son being around Si. He seemed indifferent, which is not good or bad. At least I knew what he was really thinking when he was being vocal. I asked because I cared, and I hope last night will not be thrown in my face somewhere down the line.

I did contemplate inviting Si to join us, but I have not made a final decision. In the back of my mind, I know he is still not okay with it. Last night was a fluke that worked in our favour. Granted, I think he is being fairly unreasonable, and I do feel empathy for Si. I am supposed to be out of it. I have to decide if it will be worth it, and what are the consequences? If he trusts me enough to respect his wishes, will he lose some of the trust he has in me? I have until 4 to make a decision, so I am going to mull over it for awhile. I am going to ask him as well. I am not expecting a yes, and I am not coercing him to get what I want. It cannot hurt to try, right?

I hope this coming week will be better than this past week. It was just not a good week. There were highlights towards the end, but for the most part, I could have done without it.

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