Fears and silliness
I know that I am comfortable and even excited and happy to be considering a polyship. I am a very open caring and loving person who since being with v have realized that it is ok for me to be ok with it. Thanks everyone for your advice and thoughts it made me realize that while it is a fear that v and I will have to figure out when that time comes I know that even if he loves someone else he couldn't love them the same. We have always had a very unique connection that nobody has been able to break or challenge. We have been best friends for 7 years. I think I just have so many questions because not only is our relationship changing so much but my whole idea of a happy relationship and what thay really looks like is changing. I am happy about the changes it is just a lot at once.