I pretty much use the blog when I'm in a bad mindset because writing when I'm low actually helps.
I talked with Woodsmith (because something I forgot to put in on the earlier posts was the fact that the only reason the stuff regarding Primal was giving me issues was because of things with Woodsmith). He feels that the reason he's had such a disconnect is because of how poor his focus and memory are (he has really bad ADHD). He's going to go to counselling and look into going on medication to see if those help.
Pretty much once I had that conversation all of the upset I was feeling just went away.
Woodsmith: My husband
Merry: Tig's wife/slave
N8: Merry's boyfriend/owner
Elle: N8 girlfriend
Ruby: Part of the Leather Family
Logan: Leather Sir in the Family
Arc: Logan's boy
Holly: Leather family
K: Holly's sub