I can see how it would look that way, but no, I'm not looking to have him all to myself. That would be too much for me right now. I'm kind of exploring new territory here because the last time I dated, I had an agenda. To get married. I don't have that agenda anymore and so I really don't know what I want my relationships to look like now. I'm just trying to take it one day at a time and move slowly so I don't become overwhelmed.
What I know is that I enjoy spending time with him. It's easy and comforting. It fills me with happiness. And there is nothing else in my life like that, nor has there been for a very long time. I would like to continue to explore our relationship.