Well, I have controlled my own insecurity quite well this wknd, and actually I am just sitting back and letting things take their own course.... I feel that had I talked to my partner about my insecurity she would have pulled back just not to hurt me... And i really do not want to limit her.
So today she went to my friends place to talk with her and as much as I try I really can not honestly say I want the outcome to be that they get involved together. *I do realize it is about my limitations as a person* But on the other hand I do know that if something starts I will be cool with it and it will be ok in time.
I am bit anxious today but making myself busy is good way to deal with that.
Thank you all for the respods this far, I really appreciate the input I have gotten from you all
the truth is out there..... I only know my side of the story as I see it, it is not the full story or the final truth of things
Kay: tall, lesbian, poly
A: my wife, bi, poly