I'm still around here, update
Hi all Sorry I haven't been updating, but I just was going thru a lot of up and down turmoil mentally. Situation here is that I am still in love with Sweetie and Hubby, but I am taking a mental break from both of them. That means I've moved from the bedroom upstairs with Hubby into the extra bedroom downstairs. Neither of them are allowed to initiate conversations with me. I'm spending my time working on myself and what makes ME happy and what I need to do for myself to stay that way. I'll probably continue more of this later.