Thanks BaggagePatrol...YES! That is exactly how I'm feeling. I perhaps have not explained it to him as succintly as you did. While he does say he doesn't want to hurt me and understands that it is hard for me and normal to feel jealous, he doesn't seem to be willing to act on what he says. Now that could just be my biased opinion.
And like I said, I know that my behavior has not been the best, and I am working on it, but it takes time, and hurts in the mean time.