How do you not feel replaced
I know there's no one like me. She knows there's no one like me. 5 years of marriage, and the whole time a dysfunctional sex life because of my PE. Been in therapy, starting again with a new one, but now it's in the context of her actively seeking other partners, and wanting our sexual relationship on hold. She identifies poly, and this would come up whether or not we had a healthy sex life together. But as we don't, I can't shake the feelings of plain old inadequacy, both with her, or in contemplating pursuing other relationships for myself.
I'm scared that I won't be able to digest this. I feel like opening our relationship is something I _could_ do, but at this point don't feel strong enough either with us, or with myself to do it.