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Old 03-10-2013, 05:12 PM
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Default Conflicted much?

So I'm going to the movies with a really cute girl she's way younger.. Like 20 and I'm 27, nervous? Not really cause we both stated we're just looking to hang out but we've been texting.
We have crazy amounts in common and she's quirky like me.
I don't have many friends because I'm a push over so I let them use me up til they are ready to move on. Girls don't particularly like me cause I'm one of the boys with out being a tomboy, I'm not that pretty but I know how to flirt, i'm not crazy psychotic like most girls around here, the list goes on..

What this post is about is how after 6 years of monogamy and parenting, I'm 100% positive I'm missing. I've lost myself. Is it right for me to project who I used to be in memory, And want to be back to? If not, than who am I supposed to be?

Conflicted.

I'm a very good suppressor and I can act with the best of them

C comes home today from a ski-dooing weekend, I'm gonna ask him what he thinks. Hopefully I remember. Poor hypersexual was stuck in the woods with the dudes. No attention for him
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