I am 36 now, we have been together for 15 years, and married for twelve, and even when I try, I cannot see a future for us, it gets me down! When I think of a fresh start somewhere new, without her, I feel like a weight will be lifted from my shoulders, and I get a huge sense of relief! At the same time......I am still so in love with her, I miss her very much, and I miss the kid. I am in two minds as to what I will do.
I don't know!