I can understand where you've stopped organizing events in your poly community, but I get a little smile when you talk about being "mono with myself" since, afaik, you've still got a husband, 2 bfs and a gf.
That is 2 more lovers than I've got, and I've felt overwhelmed with their needs lately! lol
Love withers under constraint; its very essence is liberty. It is compatible neither with envy, jealousy or fear. It is there most pure, perfect and unlimited when its votaries live in confidence, equality and unreserve. -- Shelley
The single biggest problem with communication is the illusion that it has taken place. --Shaw
me: Mags, female, pansexual, 59, loving and living with
miss pixi, female, pansexual, 37