So, I got introduced to polyamory about a month and a half back. It's still new to the couple I am involved with and super new to me. So far everything is going as good as it should, I think? We've had a few kinks before but we worked it out. As I was talking to one of them today, a strange feeling came over me, and I'm not sure if anyone can relate.
I realized I knew someone that he knew. I brought it up and I got an auto "well they can't know about it". I understand its new to all of us but in a way...it's kind of a slap to my face. Like oh you can come over, sleep in my bed, have a relationship with me, but you have to remain hidden. Like I'm just more like a sex toy in a way....