I'm Pandafish. Female 38. Married to my husband, we have one son and one baby on the way. Will briefly try to explain my situation.
Started exploring poly last year. My experience sort of blew up in my face and I backed off thinking I was obviously meant for monogamy since I don't do heartbreak well. Person came back in my lfie. I thought maybe I can do poly after all. Person left again (today).
Now I am wondering...Am I poly? Or do I just love my husband and this other man?
How do you figure it out?