Looks like it's over.
I wanted to thank everyone for the support.
My wife just told me tonight that she has plans to end our marriage in the next few months.
I am a wreck.
She told me that she just doesn't want to be married anymore and has lost her belief in romantic love. She doesn't love me anymore and wants to be alone. Her brush with death gave her a different perspective on life and she's decided she doesn't want a relationship ever again.
Thanks to everyone. I really enjoyed my time here and maybe someday I'll return.