All caught up.
It's a lot to read, but then a lot has happened in the last three weeks or so.
Things are looking up for me. Airyn understands what I really want with him, and understands why I'm willing to be ok with him having a girl friend. That I do love him, and I want him to be happy, and that I've been trying to find a place for me to be happy inside of what he wants.
I'm still open to the possibilities, and I've told him the he and Chipmunk have burned a lot of bridges, a lot of possibilities. That it wasn't just one thing or one person, but a lot has happened, and lot has been damaged, and I'm still working my way through a lot of things. I told Airyn yesterday that I can see things getting better, that with things working better between eh and I all I can do is work on the rest of the issue stressing me out till they get better two. I told him that I figure something will take longer then other, but that over all i feel better.
Married to my high school sweat heart (20 year relationship). Talked about Poly, but put the idea off and had a kid instead. Stumbled into an FFM (Vee) that became an FMF (Vee).
No longer dateing my husbands Girlfriend.
Airyn: My husband (Straight)
Chipmunk: My x-GF, My husbands GF (Straight)
Wolf: my Daughter with Airyn
Boots: Social/Friend dating (Bi) Married
History: Social/Friend dating (Bi) Married