Welcome to our forum.
I believe you will find a good amount of understanding and acceptance here, just look at the various threads and see what calls to you. Post when you have a thought, question, or concern.
I believe you'll eventually find what you're seeking; it just takes patience and time. In the meantime, have a good look around at our various threads, and post your thoughts and questions.
I'm glad you could join us.
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