Welcome to the forum, I hope you find friendship and all the other things that you seek from this community.
I also appreciate you feeling that this forum is a place where you can share whatever you wish to share, and feel that it is a safe place to do so. Please feel free to share whatever parts of your story you wish, and ask whatever questions you would like.
I like your attitude towards bisexuality, too - neither positive nor negative - just the way you are. That is so well-said!
Please check out The Birdcage - an open, friendly Polyamory forum for all parts of New York State
"Listen, or your tongue will make you deaf." - Native American Proverb