thanks for the virtual hugs... I don't know if I'll be able to visit her, I don't make alot of money. I am trying to save. Maybe in the next three years if she hasn't returned. Luckly I've already heard from her through IMs four times already, technology is so great. It is definitly not the same as having my bestfriend love around, but it sure helps. When my dad first got engaged to my mom he had to leave to go to Poland for a whole year and all they had then was phones... which cost alot. But I just got a great peice of advice: Nothing in this world that is worth it comes easy.
And trust me.... she is definitly worth it!!!