In Utah and still hiding
Hello C & D. I am here in this lovely RED state as well! I moved back here from CA for the wonderful outdoors. I was part of a poly relationship before I could even define it as such in the 90's then fell away from all that. I am currently struggling with who I am and am drawn more and more back to what I once had. Unfortunately my wife doesn't share that ambition so I balance where I can. I am happily married and don't want that to change. She knows of my "prior life" and understands that I miss it at times, but she grew up Mormon and has still held onto some of those values/morals (close-minded ones in my opinion).
But hello! And I guess I am new too.