Grief is so tough to get through.
I'm anxious about every part of my life just now. Scared about losing more loved ones and short tempered because I'm so worried and tired from the not sleeping.
My SO is being wonderful. He has been with me lots since it happened and is providing loads of support and love.
Friends and family too are being wonderful. I feel supported and loved. And able to give support and love - I'm not the only one having a rubbish time just now by far. I'm pleased to be able to give support as well as receive it.