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Old 12-25-2012, 02:50 AM
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I had a wonderful Solstice. I felt as if there was a shift. We stood and watched to sun come up on a mild morning. I felt grounded and in my body.

I'm holding on to that as best I can now in light of recent information and consequent continuation of fear, disappointment, sadness, lack of control over a decision due to lack of information.

I am wondering how long my other partners can hold out on my inability to not be able to move right now. I am unable to be with anyone but myself for the most part and its slowly taking its toll. Its much easier to go through stuff alone I think. Having partners means support, but also some responsibility to them in terms of working on our stuff together also. I don't seem to be able to do that right now.

More to come. Things are all too new and still in process. I wouldn't know where to start right now.
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