I was not so mature. My family did their best to raise me well. But once I realized I did not agree, it was time to reprogram my social conditioning. I was married young, and we are both fortuneaye enough to have been at our core, forgiving and willing to bend and change and grow incessently for each other. That actually led me to poly. It was so much work, but it is so worth it. I want to build that with others. If they will, the rewards are so worth the trials.
“For an instant I think I saw. I saw the loneliness of man as a gigantic wave which had been frozen in front of me, held back by the invisible wall of a metaphor.”
― Carlos Castaneda, Journey to Ixtlan