Thanks all. I am greatly appreciating the support.
It bothers me that there are some of the people in our lives that have said I have no right to have the feelings I do. That I am a hypocrite and that I should understand what it feels like to have other loves so why can't I get myself together and just let it go. Its brought up some shame for me. I don't know how to let it go. If I did, do they not think I would of at this point? I have to go through my emotions and pick them apart until there is nothing left to gnaw on. I think that is the only way I can see to be able to get to a place of peace.
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Last edited by redpepper; 12-20-2012 at 05:24 AM.