I need to stop journalling/letting my head run away from me when things are not good.
They do care about me. I just have been feeling neglected this past week because I lost my job, Woodsmith is spending almost all of his time sleeping cause he's done with finals and everyone else was out of town house sitting.
Woodsmith and Primal yesterday got me starting to focus on my photography which actually made me happy for the first time this week. So maybe now that everyone is back in town things will get a little easier. I doubt Woodsmith will change his sleeping patterns though. He likes to sleep in (and can easily do so till 3 or 4).
Woodsmith: My husband
Merry: Tig's wife/slave
NT: Merry's boyfriend/owner
Elle: NT and Merry girlfriend
Umbra: Elle's Dom
Pet: Umbra's slave/wife, Elle girlfriend
Domo: Pet's submissive