Thanks MeKeAloha! It makes me feel better knowing other people get caught up in new relationships as well. Sometimes i feel stupid for being 25 and a gitty school girl over my new boyfriend when im married. I wouldn't say i feel guilty, its more that my brain is just like "hey stupid youre married remember" lol i dont really know how to explain it. I wouldn't call it guilt but maybe constantly having to remind myself there is a third person in the picture.
Thanks for all of the advice!