Thanks, TGIG, it helps to hear that stuff. I'm just going to work on not thinking about it, I think that's all I can do right now.
Me, 30ish bi female, been doing solo poly for roughly 5 years. Gia, Clay, and Pike, my partners. Davis, ex/friend/"it's complicated." Eric, Gia's husband. Bee, Gia and Eric's toddler.