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Old 12-12-2012, 01:51 AM
Maddy Maddy is offline
Join Date: Dec 2012
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Thanks, yes I think it has been at that place for a while. I've been aware that I may be accepting a certain level of engagement from him for the rest of our lives- sometimes I've been okay with that, sometimes not. Of course the hardest part is me coming 'out' re: wanting to try poly was a wake up call for him, now he wants to try etc. but I feel, yes, burnt out.

New dude, is fairly understanding, though he may be moving back to the midwest soon and so that might end up mute. We'll just have to see. He also doesn't want to be the reason I leave my husband, understandably so, nor can I reasonably leave "just" for someone else, not to mention there are clearly other things/issues there that I need to make the decisions on.
Hard stuff...but I think I'm coming around to STARTING to sort it out.

Originally Posted by DarayTala View Post
I would agree with GalaGirl. It really does sound like you've put so much effort into the marriage for so long with nothing in return, that you are just completely burnt out on it. It seems that while I'm sure there are reasons you are with your husband, that he also very much is not suited to you in a few ways.

Ask yourself honestly if you are willing to live with him in a mono relationship for the rest of your lives and not have a lot of your needs fulfilled, and continue to do all the work when work needs to be done between you two. If the answer is no, I would recommend telling him that. Lay down exactly what your needs are, specifically how they are not being met, the time frame in which you would need them met to agree to stay (whether this be him changing to meet all of them or accepting you be poly if you will want that regardless, whichever you would need), and what you will do if nothing changes. I would also recommend you not go forward with anything new until this is settled. Managing more that one relationship is hard, especially when one is in a rough place, or if one is being done unethically. Ask your friend if he will wait until you sort out whats going on with your marriage either way, and then see where things go.
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