I'm going to Home Country for Christmas, I'm spending 9 days there. That will be fun, getting to see friends and family again.
I'm going to see Bob as well, and you know what? The benefits part of our friendship is now gone. We just chatted a bit and he mentioned that I'm going to sleep on the couch this time. Yes, he is now seeing someone. I feel weird. Obviously I'm happy for him, I know that's what he wanted. I'm also a bit relieved, which is a surprising feeling. I mean maybe our friendship gets better with this, because the sex and especially the intimacy caused some different reactions in both of us and led to difficult conversations over and over again. Maybe now we can just enjoy each other's company? But also there is a bit of sadness. It's an end of an era, although not a very long era, but anyway.