Finding my way through this
So hi there everyone!
I came to this forum for some advice.
So I am reasonably new to the practise of being poly. In the past I have practised in many mono relationships and never found them fulfilling.I always found myself falling for other people.I had been single a long time as I enjoyed meeting new people,and my last relationship resulted in us having a child,then we seperated. I am now single again and have had the best time of my life meeting new people and having some great sexual experiences.Then there was AC.I met him recently through online dating and we have so much in common.It turns out we know a lot of the same people.I have spent the past two weekends with him and he completely blew me away and is not like anyone Ive ever met.He has already practised poly relationships and really likes going to meet new people.I want to engage in this too,but I am also unsure about if i can handle the jealousy as I know how he is with me suddenly becomes less special when he is like this with other people.He lives in a different city from me also,which can be seen as a bonus and a hinderence.I really want to carry on seeing this guy,and I also would really like to engage in sex with other potential partners that may come along.But I also feel like that my interest in that has wained since I met this guy as there is no one else quite like him.I want to give my all to this guy and still feel like I can with others that I could meet,but not feel emotionally drained too? I dunno,well if anyone has any advice for me that would be great.I dont want my own self esteem issues or jealousy to get in the way of this,and I dont want to lose this fantastic person from my life,as I love the time I spend with him....Also I am a single parent,so that is a big factor too.
Look forward to hearing from you lovely folk.