holding up. That's about it. Doing for myself, thinking of myself and making alternative plans for a possible future with the hope that I don't have to go about exicuting the plan.
P.S. My mum rocks. She is so wise. She said to look after myself and to ride the storms right now and see where I am at early next year. She doesn't know much but her advice and wisdom still fits. She cares and loves Mono and is concerned for him during what seems to be a crisis of identity. She really has come a long long way. I'm so proud of her.