Today I am having tea with my mother. She says she is wondering what is going on. I told her that we are all coming to a point of Mono retiring and that its been hard on him. His life is changing and we are adjusting and will be adjusting to those changes. She said she has seen for quite sometime that something is going on and could really see it when I picked LB up from their house the other day.
My biggest challenge today, besides hurdling the anxiety and fear is to sit with her and not give her details. She has a way of losing her mind when faced with issues where her daughter or grandchild might be hurt and I need to be very careful. I have decided that I will attempt to induce compassion and love for Mono as best I can. Its what my strategy has been and I think it will wise to keep that on the forefront rather than the pain and fear.
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