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that might be helpful to you. It sounds like your recent relationship was discouraging, I'm sorry to hear about that. There is a world of possibilities out there, so I have hope that you'll find what you're looking for.
I'm curious about whether you will resume your practice as a pastor sometime. What are your plans? (I don't mean to be nosey.)
Have a look around on our site, and see if you have any thoughts, questions, or concerns you want to share. There is much to post and learn here!
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