For me when I fall in love with someone I want to be able to share everything with them and be with them fully. I love and care about them all equally and want romantic relationships/commitments with them all. And outside of Woodsmith, none of them want that with me.
What makes talking to them hard about the affections is that they were still telling me that they want me in their life forever and even if they don't have the same type of love that I have for them and want backthey still love me and are in love with me and that they don't want me to close off from them.
I do not understand. If they love you and are in love with you, what is the "different type of love" that you have for them that you want back and are not getting?
at this time = closed married polyship of 2 with DH.
Chronic patient = fuzzy brain at times. (If I make no sense in a post, just PM me and I'll happily try to clarify it later.)