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Check out our various threads, use our search features, and see what calls to you. It is difficult when you can't be out to your family (or have to face their rejection). Sometimes it helps to have some like-minded friends in person. You might try googling "Houston polyamory" and see if anything turns up.
I hope this site can also be an outlet for you, and a source of new friends.
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