You know what, I've got an even better analogy. It's like you hate working, but you need money, so you say to yourself, "Ok, I will try to get a job." So you go to the job interview and you tell him: "You know, in my heart, I am begging that you don't give me the job. I hate working, I prefer to stay at home." Even if on the remote chance that the hiring employer is desperate enough to hire you, they are always going to remember that you "hate working" and could just become obstinate at any time.
If you are trying something, there are some things you DO NOT SAY.