how do I get past this?
hi everyone, ( nearly a month ago) we heard via text my gf and her partner wanted to break up with me and G, heartbroken and numb was how I felt, I fought to get to them to see us, to be ignore... J would only text G but only text me to shout at me, I am not over them both but I keep really a mix of love and hate for her, everything she has done to me. I have started to this girl it wasn't looked for but not rejected, she is coming to see me at the weekend, but here are my worries:
what if she meets G, they fall in love
she becomes more interested in him than me (happened with J and G)
he lies again
I don't want them meeting, I am unfair to do this?
I am so scared at being hurt again, am I in the wrong wanting her all to myself because of the past.
me: bi female in a closed vee relationship.
my fiance: G bi a part of my vee.
my boyfriend: A engaged to his gf.